I honestly don’t get it. I’m not that tiny! I swear people think that I’m frail and weak and even at work, customers are like, “oh you’re a strong tiny girl aren’t you” but sarcastic and are shocked when I do things that require me to lift heavy shit. Or my boss was always like, “use the hand truck” even though the box was crazy light. I’m not that weak I don’t get it. Like am I the only one that doesn’t see it, see how small I really am? I still to this day picture myself as average size. Like when I look in the mirror, I see only average. I don’t see thin, I don’t see skinny, I just see plain and simple, average size. But apparently everyone else sees me as this tiny little thing and I just can’t grasp it. Like I hear it so much at work from customers especially and frequently! I don’t know, I guess I just view myself at a completely different light than others…
