Fuck, I don’t know what to do. One of Julian’s coworkers is going to Oneonta thursday and leaving friday and I met her a few times and offered to drive me back to Oceanside and then I could take a bus back here on sunday but there are a few issues with this
- I haven’t even been back a week and I’d be going home already, thus my mom would bug
- I would probably just stay at Julian’s house for the weekend and clearly if my mom would find out, my throat would be slit so I’d have to be in hiding because if I would caught oh sweet jesus I would die
- Julian’s working like 9 hours on saturday so I’d just be chilling in his house alone all day unable to leave because the whole getting caught thingy
- if I get caught, I’d be dead
- did I say how bad it would be if I get caught?
So despite the fact that I would literally kill to do this because well his birthday is this weekend and he’s having a party with all of his coworkers and what not and he really wants me to come but it’s like I haven’t even been back a week yet and my parents would be like ‘why are we sending you to a school that you’d just come home for’ even though I’ve never came home a weekend before. But if I would be sneaky and stay at his house, it would be easy to get caught because even if I’m outside his house, my parents could potentially see because he lives on a mainish road and my parents do drive down it frequently or if I go into a store or something and I get caught I’d be fucking dead. Like I’m not allowed to sleep over his house on a normal day and when I finally told my mom that he does actually stay in my room rather than lie and tell her that he stays in his friends room (which she did believe, like does she honestly live under a rock?) she was really, really pissed. But like fuck fuck fuck this would be fucking awesome if I’d be able to do this. WHY DO I HAVE TO HAVE SUCH IRRATIONAL OVER PROTECTIVE PARENTS THAT BUG IF I DO ANYTHING
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